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Take A Look At Me Now by Legrandzilla Take A Look At Me Now by Legrandzilla
I was thinking of this song. I like this particular video, you should watch it. [link] I love the song.
It is how I feel when I get a good friend on DA and they leave and I lose contact with leaves an empty space. I am missing quite a few people lately, some left many months ago. I won't forget them.
One friend of mine is considering leaving. I dont want to cause embarrassment by saying who it is, but if you see it, you know who you are. Hope you don't leave. :hug:

I am having a bit of a hard time lately, so the smiles don't come easy. I am so thankful for my friends here on DA, it would be so much harder without you..:huggle:

I dont like my face, I guess a lot of that is due to how I was treated as a kid (bullys and my Dad) but it is good for me to "face" up to reality.
I remember for the first month or so I was on DA, I used a Godzilla portrait as my ID, then a pencil drawing of myself I did in college, and finally I put up my photo. I was kind of proud of myself for doing it, it was a big step for me. So, anyway, I pointed the camera at myself just this morning, this is as recent as it gets.^^
Maybe I will do a self portrait someday and use this as a reference. Good therapy maybe?
Thank you to those of you that know what I look like, and still like me. I wish I was able to see myself like I see others. I see beauty in everyone else but me. Maybe some day... :iconmiseryplz:
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miasansom Mar 4, 2013  Professional General Artist
WOW awesome!
Legrandzilla Mar 4, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
pfft! your awesome!
Toyger Feb 14, 2013  Student Digital Artist
You have a very kind and caring face =^_^=

I've had problems with my looks too. But then again, I look like THIS :XD: [link]
Stupid chronic skin decease... why the face D=
Luckily that is a bad period. Now I'm.. better (not good, but much better)
Legrandzilla Feb 15, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you! :hug:
Aww, I hope it gets better for you. I still see beauty in you. It looks dry, does lotion help it? My forehead and cheeks sometimes break out when I am stressed, and the forehead flakes at times. I seem to do better if I put lotion on it, but I always forget to do it..
Toyger Feb 15, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Not when it is like this. And I get wet rash as well, which is even worse, red and painful.
Legrandzilla Feb 15, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Trance-Bound Jan 7, 2013
We are our worst critics they say. You look 100% perfectly fine! But I do understand. Whether it is your art, your life, or yourself ( at times all together) that is affecting you negatively, thease are only tiny points in our lives that we learn much from when we overcome them. You just gotta breathe, as hard as that may seem sometimes. I hope you feel better soon. oh! Bubble baths help me! :3
Legrandzilla Jan 11, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:iconbubblebathplz:aha, must be a girl thing! I will stick to showers! :iconshowerplz:
aniwablue Jan 7, 2013  Student General Artist
I know this music! That's a powerful song! And the singer is great!
But anyway, I understand what you mean, when you say you feel sad for the people who go away... I lost people in my family, my uncle I never knew so well... Feel sorry about that...
But I will continue to be here, for you and my other friends on Deviantart...! I feel so sorry about your sad youngest... When you talk about it, that's make me remember what my little bro lived before...
I wish I could be there to help you...!
But I'm happy you make progress, to appreciate yourself more! You're a good person, and you should be pride of you! I'm sure you help so many people in all your life!
And you should be pride, to have no wrinkle! :D
Your mustache make me things about the one of my father! My bro have one too, but not like that, already!
Take care of you! Going on this sit, without your great comment, journal et art will be sad...! You're a litte sunshine in our heart! :hug:
Legrandzilla Jan 11, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Aw, thank you, my dear Pop! You are so sweet, I love to talk to you! :huggle:
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